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Uncontrollable
Sunday, 3 January 2010 , 05:26
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I know I've alr made a promise I'll never like anyone again. But i don't know why had I liked you. Everytime when I thought that I don't like you, you flashed past my mind like a lightning and my heart can't help but to skip a beat. I know we've just known each other, probably only 3 times to be exact, but everytime, my heart beats faster and faster when I see you. I doubt you would ever return my feelings. I doubt know my feelings for you. I doubt you would even visit this dead place. But yes, it does feels a little better when I've said everything and let my feelings out. I know it hurts. But all I wanted you to know is that I love you. Yes, im aware that you will never like me back. I know you already have your own girlfriend, but love can't be controlled, can it? Although sometimes there's still a glimpse(sp?)(?) of hope in my heart, of you liking me back, but I...
I guess love is painful. I envy people with boyfriends and people who doesn't like. I pity people who had lost their love. Shattered heart, it kills, don't you know that. But things can't be helped. Physical pain, emotional pain. I've been waiting for your message since months ago, but you haven't send me one yet. Just a hi or a yo. You hadn't say anything like that anymore. Can't we just be friends? |