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I hate it!!!! I hate him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, 12 April 2009 , 23:48
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Ha! I knew it! My prediction is always right! Something bad is gonna happen today, and it did! Just that the bad thing that happened was way worse than I thought it would be! Looks like that person can't understand what is the meaning of "I HATE YOU"
Frankly speaking, he is really pissing me off. I hope tomorrow will be a better day, but I don't think so. Faith and him have been passing letters all around and they don't let me read it. Fine! Forget it. I don't wanna read it either! Later they say I am interested in whatever they are saying.
The kor and the second mei has a very good good good relationship, I understand that. And I don't care. It is none of my business either. What and when is the main problem that makes me so angry today? It is during mother tongue lesson. Okay, I will try my very best to explain everything.
That guy, he, I dunno what he do cos basically I am not paying enough attention, or might as well say that I am not paying any attention at all. So never mind. Then he got the whatever whatever whatever I also dunno what the hell is that he just throw it on my table then I heard people cheering for dunno what.
LOL! At first I thought I've did something wrong then I pass the dunno whatever to Faith then we throw throw throw it...After a while, everyone is teasing me le...Fuck...! Well, I didn't explain thing clearly or I didn't even explain it at all right? Well, never mind.
To make thing worse, I followed Victoria, Vivien and Ranice to the market to eat lunch. I thought maybe talking to them and loitering around before going home will AT LEAST cheer me up a bit..but I didn't know that things actually got worse there instead of better. I was about to forget the whole incident and happily chatting with the girls when Ranice saw him.
Wah lao eh...sibeh suai lol. But luckily he never see us. Then I was planning on how to sabo them and how to fight him while eating the remaining fries on the plate. Then Ranice(or the others, cannot remember) say that maybe I should go there and just immediately scream at him. So I agreed. Then I just screamed "I HATE YOU!!!" loudly and clearly infront of the 4 boys. I should not name them.
Alright, I've been very patient for all these while. But there is always a limit to my patience. That freako then SMS me saying that he dunno why are we so fated together. So, what else can I say? I wanted to scream back at him. But I already have no strength to do that. Oh, how much I feel like never to see him ever again! But, can I?
Alright, for all these while, I have never been so patient before, patient physically, but very much annoyed and furious emotionally. Forget it! Usually, when boys teased me for little little things, I would have flared up.
Flaring up doesn't mean I hate them. I am just playing. But this time round, I am much more serious than ever. Last time, I just won't let boys humiliate me like this. But now, they can do whatever they want. I am too protective over my reputation last time before. But then, I found out that the more protective I am over something, the chances of saving it is slimmer. So, they can do whatever they want now, and I don't care about it now, tomorrow and forever...
This post is a bit too long, isn't it...I am sorry readers(if any!). I am just trying to express my emotions and anger. I can talk to no one. They just won't listen. The only person that I can talk to is my brother, big brother. But he is not here! He won't have anytime for me! NVM NVM...I am pretty sorry...I shouldn't have mention this.
Oniichan, tasukete wo kudasai. You will help me, won't you?
Frankly speaking, he is really pissing me off. I hope tomorrow will be a better day, but I don't think so. Faith and him have been passing letters all around and they don't let me read it. Fine! Forget it. I don't wanna read it either! Later they say I am interested in whatever they are saying.
The kor and the second mei has a very good good good relationship, I understand that. And I don't care. It is none of my business either. What and when is the main problem that makes me so angry today? It is during mother tongue lesson. Okay, I will try my very best to explain everything.
That guy, he, I dunno what he do cos basically I am not paying enough attention, or might as well say that I am not paying any attention at all. So never mind. Then he got the whatever whatever whatever I also dunno what the hell is that he just throw it on my table then I heard people cheering for dunno what.
LOL! At first I thought I've did something wrong then I pass the dunno whatever to Faith then we throw throw throw it...After a while, everyone is teasing me le...Fuck...! Well, I didn't explain thing clearly or I didn't even explain it at all right? Well, never mind.
To make thing worse, I followed Victoria, Vivien and Ranice to the market to eat lunch. I thought maybe talking to them and loitering around before going home will AT LEAST cheer me up a bit..but I didn't know that things actually got worse there instead of better. I was about to forget the whole incident and happily chatting with the girls when Ranice saw him.
Wah lao eh...sibeh suai lol. But luckily he never see us. Then I was planning on how to sabo them and how to fight him while eating the remaining fries on the plate. Then Ranice(or the others, cannot remember) say that maybe I should go there and just immediately scream at him. So I agreed. Then I just screamed "I HATE YOU!!!" loudly and clearly infront of the 4 boys. I should not name them.
Alright, I've been very patient for all these while. But there is always a limit to my patience. That freako then SMS me saying that he dunno why are we so fated together. So, what else can I say? I wanted to scream back at him. But I already have no strength to do that. Oh, how much I feel like never to see him ever again! But, can I?
Alright, for all these while, I have never been so patient before, patient physically, but very much annoyed and furious emotionally. Forget it! Usually, when boys teased me for little little things, I would have flared up.
Flaring up doesn't mean I hate them. I am just playing. But this time round, I am much more serious than ever. Last time, I just won't let boys humiliate me like this. But now, they can do whatever they want. I am too protective over my reputation last time before. But then, I found out that the more protective I am over something, the chances of saving it is slimmer. So, they can do whatever they want now, and I don't care about it now, tomorrow and forever...
This post is a bit too long, isn't it...I am sorry readers(if any!). I am just trying to express my emotions and anger. I can talk to no one. They just won't listen. The only person that I can talk to is my brother, big brother. But he is not here! He won't have anytime for me! NVM NVM...I am pretty sorry...I shouldn't have mention this.
Oniichan, tasukete wo kudasai. You will help me, won't you?